So what have I learnt from my post the other day? You should never post when you are depressed and PMSing at the same time. Because for a happy post it does not make.
I admit that everything I wrote the other day is true. I really do feel as if my world is falling apart, but somedays it is worse than others and somedays its not all about men. But maybe it sounded just a little worse than I meant it to. All I know is that when I re-read it yesterday all I could think about was how much it made me want to slit my wrists. And maybe I haven’t quite reached that point yet. Though I really stand by everything I wrote.
So onto happier things. I went to the gym on Tuesday for the first time in 2 weeks. And then I went again yesterday. Yes folks it looks like I might (might) be getting back on track with the gym again. Been eating really well again this week (except for the pizza I had with Miss Mum on Tuesday night – after the gym too, shame on me). I realise that it’s only two days in a row that I’ve been, but after the last couple months where I have been pretty slack, this is damn good for me. Especially because tonight I’m going to make it 3 days in a row. I’m on my way to fulfilling New Years Resolution (NYR) no. 5 at least for this week.
So my plan for the gym this week is:
Tuesday – PT session with Miss Perky (done)
Wednesday – Pilates – again with Miss Perky (done)
Thursday – Body Combat, Body Balanace and Body Jam (will let you know)
Friday – Boxing Circuit
Saturday – Body Pump, Body Combat and Body Balance (undecided about this. Depends on how late a night I have of it on Friday)
But that’s the plan for the gym.
Plan for Friday night is to not drink too much, and avoid all men!!!!!
Marshmallow
January 18, 2007 at 8:58 pmCongrats on making it to the gym, Tina! I can appreciate how much of a milestone this is, after spending so much time away from it. Rock on!
And Combat and Balance and Jam? In the one night? Wowzers! Good luck!
Tina
January 19, 2007 at 8:07 amYeah it was slightly ambitious of me. I only ended up making the Combat and Balance classes. By the end of Balance I was nice and relaxed and couldn’t face jumping around to Jam. Now if only they had moved the combination around so that Jam was first I would probably have stuck around.