I have been debating for a few days now whether or not I would write this post, but I have finally decided that for my own sanity I’m going to get all this off my chest. Since Mr Squooshy and I got together, my friendship with Miss Mum has slowly gone downhill, to the point…
Sad Times
Mixed emotions
Yesterday a very dear friend told me that she was pregnant. Momentous news that usually brings happiness and goodwill to people, and congratulations all around and the exciting prospect of that new baby smell and warmth and general feelings of gladness and goodness. I’m no exception. I felt all those things when she told me…
To my friends
I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I’m such a bad friend. I’m sorry I forget things. I’m sorry you all take it personally that I forget things, but you should know that I forget everything, not just you. I’m sorry you feel like I use you as a back up. I’m sorry that my life is…
Why do I do things?
Okay so by now I am probably annoying you all with my obsessing. Hell I annoy myself. But yes I’ve been obsessing over things again. And what have I been obsessing over you ask? (Well you probably didn’t but I’m going to tell you anyway.) I’ve been obsessing over why I slept with these two…
Self Sabotage
When you are trying to eat well and exercise you usually do it for a reason right? My reason of course, is to lose all that extra extra extra weight that I have. So with that in mind, and remembering that I have given myself little mini treats everytime I lose 5kg, you think that…
Feeling a little more positive today.
Only feeling a little more positive. But it’s a start. I got up at 5:45am today and went to the gym first thing and I honestly think that was what helped me to cheer up a little. Course as the day wears on and people at work piss me off I get a little crankier,…
When you just don’t give a stuff….
Lack of motivation has been a real problem for me lately. I have gotten into this funk again where I just don’t care about anything. I don’t care about the gym, I don’t care about work, I just can’t be bothered doing anything. I would be quite happy at the moment to just crawl into…