Do you ever get to the point where you have just had enough of people?Â And you just start to not give a damn anymore?Â I think I have reached that point.Â For the last few months I have been trying to organise a birthday dinner for myself. (Yeah I’m organising it myself), just a dinner, nothing special, just a group of people that I like and love that I wanted to spend my night with.Â You know that whole, choose your friends and family thing.
Well I’ve given up on it all now.Â I’m tired of everyone saying yes they are going to come, then turning around and saying no they aren’t going to come.Â I’m tired of it seeming like a chore for my “friends” to come to a birthday party.Â So all I can say is fuck all of them. (If I seem like I’m in a pissy mood today, you’d be right).
So I am hereby officially cancelling my birthday.Â There will be no birthday drinks, there will be no birthday dinner.Â I will be going to the video shop, hiring a couple of movies that I like and I will be sitting at home pigging out on junk food by myself.Â At least I know that I can make it to my birthday.