So what have I learnt from my post the other day? You should never post when you are depressed and PMSing at the same time. Because for a happy post it does not make.
I admit that everything I wrote the other day is true. I really do feel as if my world is falling apart, but somedays it is worse than others and somedays its not all about men. But maybe it sounded just a little worse than I meant it to. All I know is that when I re-read it yesterday all I could think about was how much it made me want to slit my wrists. And maybe I haven’t quite reached that point yet. Though I really stand by everything I wrote.
So onto happier things. I went to the gym on Tuesday for the first time in 2 weeks. And then I went again yesterday. Yes folks it looks like I might (might) be getting back on track with the gym again. Been eating really well again this week (except for the pizza I had with Miss Mum on Tuesday night – after the gym too, shame on me). I realise that it’s only two days in a row that I’ve been, but after the last couple months where I have been pretty slack, this is damn good for me. Especially because tonight I’m going to make it 3 days in a row. I’m on my way to fulfilling New Years Resolution (NYR) no. 5 at least for this week.
So my plan for the gym this week is:
Tuesday – PT session with Miss Perky (done)
Wednesday – Pilates – again with Miss Perky (done)
Thursday – Body Combat, Body Balanace and Body Jam (will let you know)
Friday – Boxing Circuit
Saturday – Body Pump, Body Combat and Body Balance (undecided about this. Depends on how late a night I have of it on Friday)
But that’s the plan for the gym.
Plan for Friday night is to not drink too much, and avoid all men!!!!!