Only feeling a little more positive.Â But it’s a start. I got up at 5:45am today and went to the gym first thing and I honestly think that was what helped me to cheer up a little.Â Course as the day wears on and people at work piss me off I get a little crankier, so I’m off to the gym after work today and I’m going to do a Pilates class.Â If that doesn’t calm me then nothing will.
Miss Mum made an interesting point to me this morning at the gym.Â She noticed that every time I am around Miss Vapid, that I get angry.Â It’s so true.Â I really do.Â There is something about her that just gets to me and makes me angry at the world.Â Maybe that’s why I’ve been in a funk the past few days, because I have seen so bloody much of her, can’t get away.Â I think it has gotten to the point where I have to actually tell her that I can’t stand her and can she leave me the fuck alone.Â Maybe not quite in those words, but something similar.Â She does my head in.
So I read a blog today that I have never been to before – Dietgirl – and it’s a big inspiration.Â I have been toying around with putting my photos up for everyone to see, and I just couldn’t bring myself to do it, but I have decided that bugger it I’m going to.Â It’s not like anyone knows me anyway and if you do – too bad, it’s me, you should know what I look like by now. So if you’re interested in seeing my before and after photos (okay at the moment there are only before photos – haven’t quite gotten to the after bit yet, give me about oh say 2 years….) then head over to my Progress Pictures page.Â I have to get Miss Mum to take pics of me this week because I had my monthly measurements taken on Monday, so should probably do a monthly pic.Â It will be there soon.