So life seems to be coming back together again and things seem to be falling back into place, so my life is making a wee bit more sense again.
Miss Moody and I have made our peace, after a long heartfelt drawn out session of pouring out our feelings (god that was draining) and I even managed to tell her how I feel about her pregnancy and she took that a lot better than I thought she would. Well she took it a lot better than I certainly would have that’s for sure. So that’s a bright spark in my world.
Dr. Shrinky has cancelled my last two appointments, so I’m kinda getting over the whole wanting to talk to him, but I do know I still need to go, so I will be making an appointment for as soon as I return. I don’t know that I really want to go and see him when I’m so close to my holidays and am feeling in a better mood than I have in ages.
I have another date with Internet Guy this Thursday too, which I’m kinda looking forward to. I’m still a bit unsure of whether I’m doing the right thing there, but I’m trying to give it a go. Make the best of it, you never know right? All I know is that I have whined and moaned to my friends for so long about wanting a nice guy in my life, that now that there is a nice one who wants to see me, I shouldn’t thumb my nose at it because I don’t like his height. Jesus what was I thinking? How dumb a reason is that anyway. So I’m trying it out. But I’m not limiting my options. I’m nowhere near ready for anything serious, so I have also made dates with 3 other internet guys for when I return from Denmark. I’m single, and I plan on having some fun now.
And then, to make this day really great – 18 days until I go to Denmark. Oh yeah – the countdown is officially ON!!!!!