I don’t know what to say tonight. I was having such a good day today until I got a message from a cousin overseas – one who I have never met, telling me that I shall not defame my stepfather, that he’d written to her about it. It came totally out of the blue and spun me for a six. I’ve had many issues with my stepfather over the last 18 months and I’m summarising my feelings here by saying that there is definitely no love lost there. (If you’re interested in knowing more about what started it all, you can read about it here , here and here).
I have so many emotions going on around in my head right now that I just don’t quite know what to say or how to say it, so I will have to leave it here for now until I can find out what to say and how to say it.