Only feeling a little more positive.Â But it’s a start. I got up at 5:45am today and went to the gym first thing and I honestly think that was what helped me to cheer up a little.Â Course as the day wears on and people at work piss me off I get a little crankier, so I’m off to the gym after work today and I’m going to do a Pilates class.Â If that doesn’t calm me then nothing will.
Miss Mum made an interesting point to me this morning at the gym.Â She noticed that every time I am around Miss Vapid, that I get angry.Â It’s so true.Â I really do.Â There is something about her that just gets to me and makes me angry at the world.Â Maybe that’s why I’ve been in a funk the past few days, because I have seen so bloody much of her, can’t get away.Â I think it has gotten to the point where I have to actually tell her that I can’t stand her and can she leave me the fuck alone.Â Maybe not quite in those words, but something similar.Â She does my head in.
So I read a blog today that I have never been to before – Dietgirl – and it’s a big inspiration.Â I have been toying around with putting my photos up for everyone to see, and I just couldn’t bring myself to do it, but I have decided that bugger it I’m going to.Â It’s not like anyone knows me anyway and if you do – too bad, it’s me, you should know what I look like by now. So if you’re interested in seeing my before and after photos (okay at the moment there are only before photos – haven’t quite gotten to the after bit yet, give me about oh say 2 years….) then head over to my Progress Pictures page.Â I have to get Miss Mum to take pics of me this week because I had my monthly measurements taken on Monday, so should probably do a monthly pic.Â It will be there soon.
NicOctober 19, 2006 at 4:06 am
Good on your for putting your progress pics up. It will be amazing to see how you have progressed after all your hard work. 5.45am! EGAD! I am very impressed. You make me think that perhaps that’s not so impossible for me either! 😀
ChristaOctober 19, 2006 at 10:11 am
Good luck with everything. Getting up at 5:45, ugh I couldn’t do that. I’m too lazy. I wish I had a gym buddy around here, just someone to work out with.
kekOctober 19, 2006 at 1:43 pm
The trick is to just keep on going, one day at a time. It’s not magic, it’s just consistency. Keep it up, you CAN do it.
Photos are powerful tools – I’ve lost count of the number of progress photos I’ve taken, but it’s always great to put them side by side and compare. Especially the final one when you reach your goal. 😀
I look forward to seeing your “after” photos.
helen (miss english)October 22, 2006 at 4:41 am
well done you have done so well keep going!!! the pictures look great me and setve very happy for you, will send some jaffa as a treat ! take care mate miss you chick chickxx